All I See

Oh sister Mary

We are everlasting

Intertwined within into something 

I've never felt this way before

Let go of all of these mixed emotions

Forget about all your hesitations

My beating heart is only just the start

Oh sister don't be troubled

I know this isn't what you're used to

It's hard to let go of the past

But this train is moving 

And I am made for you

Together we're heading ceiling

I can not stand this stalling

All I see is your face 

I am seeing you every day

Patiently I stand here waiting

I want you to know that you make me glow

Don't ever ever let go

You're taking time 

But I hope you realize

You haven't missed a night of dancing through my dreams

Nothing will ever be simple

But I can meet you half way

Because we complete each others lives

The Need Is The Word

What makes you happy

What can I do to help

You are my stone

I swear I cannot hurt you

I'll stand by your side

There's no one else

You're in my eyes

I feel empty

Oh my girl please come home

Sidetracked and so alone

I don't know what to do

All I said is said

I just want my other half

I am longing for your embrace

This heart is filled with love

If I am snow then you are winter

I do not want you

I need you

Everything is missing

Can you hear my voice

All I am is for you

Hope For A Day

Give me a day to feel sad

Mourning slothfully and weeping softly

Quietly pushing the covers over my head

Snoozing through the day young 

Pushing the sun through the sky

Unevenly laying balanced by weakness

Waking for a breath and falling deeper

Seeping into a dream laid before my dark eyes

Absent from light and immune to my teeth

Neither will know and neither will show

Coming home crying to my ceiling 

Reaching for letters written fondly

Scribbling letters forming into words

Unable to identify my heartache or my headache

Plotting to find peace in my theatrical muse

I come short of feeling

Leaning over into numbing

I am merely sleeping awake

Tapping of piano keys patter on my roof

Each note sending me whirling as if the player knew

Candle lit and dim I will sit perched in the street

Upon the shore of the ocean I hold back

Shivering frost and biter cold cheeks I can not move

Hoping for a day where my sadness has gone away...

Make Some Sense

Yellow little rabbit hole

Follow through the snow

Galloping around the footprints

Dodging the trees barely missing

Hanging around the fireflies

Conversing with big ugly things

No hours watching the jungle gym

Overly alive just trying to survive

Six miles south of north map

Under this one shooting down

Big lion calls sprawled out

Mistaken paper nap sack

Barely alive using words to speak aloud

Crouching below the big willow

Monsters very tall 

Drill a tiny hole

Measure a new train

Find a new game 

Give me a compass 

Who among is still young 

UN

UNdress my EYES of these tears dripping from MY chin

UNweave this HEART from the Weight holding me to the FLOOR

UNcover fears nestled in my BONES

Break me free of this prison I hold myself in 

Speak to me words of silent melodies dying in days never to come

UNhinge this desire within

Mold me in the likeness of a man

Bear heavy words of Encouragement 

Able to hear from this land

Put me in a HOLE and feed me no Food

Strengthen my abilities to Survive solely alone

Give me a breath of LIFE

Pick me up OFF of this ground

Solidify my joints resisting a fall

Dam my EYE lids

UNdo this mess I laid MYSELF in

Friend of All Friends

I sit discussing things of value that might not mean anything at all

Politics and art such things that vary from time to time

We holler aloud in our silent space giving ear to each other

Our spoken words absent of sound, heard

Never ceasing to stop this conversation, endless

Weather or not these friends of mine are real I do not dwell in

They listen well and that is why they are with me

All of us together form a single body

They are always around

No need to call them

No need to wait for them

Transparent to time

Mirrored from me

Lending their hand for help

I'm fine with these voices in my head

Long Lost Message

Who among you is but a fool

The sky is moving she's a moon

These garments showing fumes 

Growing feathers beneath the womb

Sky is woman she's on the move

This love is a running loom

Leave me rope so I can get back home

Vanish on the bow

Feel it all

Feel it in the dark room 

My mind could not walk this silver

Pale son all he wants

This story goes

I will see you when he gets home

Follow through

Uncharted footstep blanks

Friendly ghosts

Someday moons pain will be clean

With all these wolves around you

Send me the message when I get home

Something might get me

Ringing this one dry

Carry the story from old

Can you give him a clue

Natural blue

One mile until lost

Coming to a loss

Don't bother them

I'll send him in the morning 

 

Death has risen before me and I have shaken his hand

Both in agreement that he almost won but still acknowledging that this has just begun

This tug of war for my life is teetering on the edge of exhaustion

Bringing me to the brink of my sanity

The ruler of all lies has placed his tongue softly on the beating drum of my ear

The droplets of his saliva are solidifying around my ears like wax headphones

Numbing the truths that are so visibly screaming on my left and rights

Wrapping his warm arms around me and rocking, he sings with his brilliant slaves

Sunset after sunset I find myself wandering like a baby penguin back to mother for comfort and warmth

Perching just below reality

This constant battle is requiring a sword that my dagger can not overcome

My armors pierced and battered grieving to be restored 

Every opening of my eyes reborn

Covering my sheepish body snow white wool flows full and thick that can never be sheered

I'm in refuge

Drive Me

Today I was asked the question "Where is your life going?"

It got me thinking about the question, does any person "know" where there life is going?

Do we plan out our lives? Or do we just play the by standard in this roller coaster life?

Can we actually "plan" out our life? or do we just try and make it go the way we want it?

Does God play a factor in planning our life?

If he does, can we alter his plan?

If we control our own life and plan it ourselves, then why doesn't it go the way we planned?

Are we actually "controlling" anything?

And if we do control our life does that mean we have some sort of power?

When do we begin to take "control" of our lives?

Does the controlling of our lives differ in our age? Or are we always somehow in control?

What kind of control do we have?

What part of our life do we control? Or do we control all of it?

Does God ever get any credit?

Why is it that when life goes "wrong" to our plan, we blame God?

But when life is good, who needs God?

Selfishly do we expect God to just make everything "okay" when things go wrong?

Can anyone rely on God all of the time? No matter what sort of ride we are on. 

Do we ever do anything for others purely just out of goodness? Or is it always deep selfishness.

Do we do things thinking we will receive something? 

Can we as people handle the fact that we can't do anything on our own?

Can we deal with the fact that we are weak?

Could you deal with someone you have never met running your life?

Belief

In this day and age does God matter?

If everyone believed in the same god would that change anything?

Would we be able to stop the war if God was the center of our beliefs?

Are humans capable of changing dramatically just by changing beliefs?

Can a human change in general?

Where do we draw the line on why we are fighting the war?

If everyone in the whole entire world decided to believe in Jesus Christ and His teachings would that result in peace?

As human beings just believing in the same god doesn't change the fact that we are selfish.

So why do we believe in God in the first place?

If believing in God didn't bring peace to all nations then what would?

Can we change our human nature?

Are we all born evil and some choose to be good?

What is good and evil?

How does a non religious person define good and evil?

If there was no law from the bible then how would you define good and evil?

Is good and evil a state of mind or an action?

If everyone wants world peace then how come we still lie, cheat, and steal?

How come everyone thinks everyone else should change and not themselves?

Would a simple agree in belief change the world?

What do you believe?