I Have Found

Sifting through the remedies of you I find myself lost

Turning the pages of the history books

Found in the twilight sparkle of your eyes

I loose control

Giving way at my knees I drop to the floor

With letters and paintings piling over me

Crawling through the ages to find safety

I end at a destination that is not yet set

I must be on to something

I won't deny I am yours

Leaking through my pores I scream

I am yours

All of my clothes smell like you

I am adoring you

I really must tell you

I can not deny that I am yours

I will go wherever you do

I AM YOURS

Of My Mind

Step by step I roll over myself

Rethinking new ideas, new thoughts

Day by day I awake from the same dream

Pulling out my notepad, jotting down these images

They do not haunt me and they do not help me

Everything altogether they confuse me

Wrapping my head around uneven feelings

Looking back at day old scribbles

I await for some sort of answer

Something to put me at ease

Anything at all, anything

I lay in my bed pondering the rest of the day

Pulling out the kinks and twisting out the knots

I am not sad and I am not depressed

I am merely confused with the nature of my thoughts

Do not hold your breath or clench your teeth

I am fine, I will not fall

I am absorbing my thoughts and gathering concepts

Soon I will be here, in this place

This place that I have never left

My Friend

Awaking to the rise of the sun

I see the birds flying through the air

Reflecting colors creating this blue

Above my thoughts I can not comprehend

Overlooking transparent breezes

Under estimating the ice on the window sill

I see the hills seven miles across the earth

In the depths I will linger

Hitting the grass melting away the night

My friend the sun drinks the water

The shade we call monsters run from my friend

Far from me I count the days

I saw the circus coming to town

They were fleeing from humanity

With open arms the forest embraces them

I know they must last

Smiling my friend keeps me warm

The snow has crystalized 

Purple pink and orange

Until tomorrow I will see my friend