All I See

Oh sister Mary

We are everlasting

Intertwined within into something 

I've never felt this way before

Let go of all of these mixed emotions

Forget about all your hesitations

My beating heart is only just the start

Oh sister don't be troubled

I know this isn't what you're used to

It's hard to let go of the past

But this train is moving 

And I am made for you

Together we're heading ceiling

I can not stand this stalling

All I see is your face 

I am seeing you every day

Patiently I stand here waiting

I want you to know that you make me glow

Don't ever ever let go

You're taking time 

But I hope you realize

You haven't missed a night of dancing through my dreams

Nothing will ever be simple

But I can meet you half way

Because we complete each others lives

The Need Is The Word

What makes you happy

What can I do to help

You are my stone

I swear I cannot hurt you

I'll stand by your side

There's no one else

You're in my eyes

I feel empty

Oh my girl please come home

Sidetracked and so alone

I don't know what to do

All I said is said

I just want my other half

I am longing for your embrace

This heart is filled with love

If I am snow then you are winter

I do not want you

I need you

Everything is missing

Can you hear my voice

All I am is for you

Hope For A Day

Give me a day to feel sad

Mourning slothfully and weeping softly

Quietly pushing the covers over my head

Snoozing through the day young 

Pushing the sun through the sky

Unevenly laying balanced by weakness

Waking for a breath and falling deeper

Seeping into a dream laid before my dark eyes

Absent from light and immune to my teeth

Neither will know and neither will show

Coming home crying to my ceiling 

Reaching for letters written fondly

Scribbling letters forming into words

Unable to identify my heartache or my headache

Plotting to find peace in my theatrical muse

I come short of feeling

Leaning over into numbing

I am merely sleeping awake

Tapping of piano keys patter on my roof

Each note sending me whirling as if the player knew

Candle lit and dim I will sit perched in the street

Upon the shore of the ocean I hold back

Shivering frost and biter cold cheeks I can not move

Hoping for a day where my sadness has gone away...

Make Some Sense

Yellow little rabbit hole

Follow through the snow

Galloping around the footprints

Dodging the trees barely missing

Hanging around the fireflies

Conversing with big ugly things

No hours watching the jungle gym

Overly alive just trying to survive

Six miles south of north map

Under this one shooting down

Big lion calls sprawled out

Mistaken paper nap sack

Barely alive using words to speak aloud

Crouching below the big willow

Monsters very tall 

Drill a tiny hole

Measure a new train

Find a new game 

Give me a compass 

Who among is still young 

UN

UNdress my EYES of these tears dripping from MY chin

UNweave this HEART from the Weight holding me to the FLOOR

UNcover fears nestled in my BONES

Break me free of this prison I hold myself in 

Speak to me words of silent melodies dying in days never to come

UNhinge this desire within

Mold me in the likeness of a man

Bear heavy words of Encouragement 

Able to hear from this land

Put me in a HOLE and feed me no Food

Strengthen my abilities to Survive solely alone

Give me a breath of LIFE

Pick me up OFF of this ground

Solidify my joints resisting a fall

Dam my EYE lids

UNdo this mess I laid MYSELF in