Saturday, July 12, 2008

Analyze This

Oh please mister can you fix me?
Anyone come and save me
Doctor doctor can you help me?
Someone climb up and reach me
Lay me down to rest and sing to me
Hello I love you
I threw out the trash to try and get through to you
Somethings are better left untouched
Where the hell have the walls gone
Pretty baby come play with me
I wonder how far down it goes
The pages turn pressure
Swallowing the conspiracy 
Down these go
Walking the stage of fame
Cut it out because here we go again
He can't succeed 
We learned to ride this bike
Beneath the land of Oz 
I'll just wait in bed until she comes home.

Amelia

Ripples in the pine tree crawl out to the edge and waddle off the cliff into the blue never ending escape of a world. 
Sweet dust bubbles to the air letting their whispers become cries. 
Oh what a world manipulates the forms of their friends. 
The sunshine reflects the droplets turning from watery nothingness to starry black and blue nights. 
Clouds bringing the stars down for a camping trip on top of the ocean blue yonder replacing the bubbly dust with tiny little planets sparkling at the bottom of the sea. 
Viewing this ocean at night while the sun rises you steal those tents and replace those camp fires with your eyes. 
You are the starry ocean scene. The mermaid that gallops through the foggy ocean floor, twisting in between the coral and rocks. 
Alluring.
 This fantasy land that you are owning is become more and more inviting. 

Friday, July 11, 2008

Hungry For

I'll try and make this perfectly clear
I'm so uneven I balance out your heart 
I'll ascend over head with the silence of orioles 
Let it sprout and develop throughout
Are you peeking in whenever it might happen
Amore is my fancy kept within
Past, present, and future tense
Left to the north of the broken glass
Lost to the children of humanity
Bruises constructed upon the foot traffic 
The railroads to success misread the tracks
Night lights warm the arms of the isolated
Reduce the rowing rose ruins
Monumental movement mischievously misleading
Awoken to a sliding vague vision
Compliments of the dead end pharmacy 
Trademarks and copyrights to the catastrophic 
Impulse checks out to the south right
Giving the glory days back to the restless.

Cache Lost

Unjustified blaze of corruption scattered across their faces

Hundreds of legs combined into forms of couples 

Shouting the words of the songs unknown by parents

The optical lens fox holes for the pretty shiny things

Darting through the rooms unfamiliar

Unconscious or purely just abnormal behavior

The best acquaintance of the night billowing the stepping stones

Speaking the muttering giddiness in dissatisfaction

Fire-y paper sticks smoldering in the fleshy shaped skin 

Whispering tunes that can never be loud enough

Conversations turning to bawlations odd

Similarities and commonness only because of the bottle you drink from

The dark gets darker and the confusion hits the streets 

The street bends to a stop and thats that_ the end of the mishap...

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

More than enough years

The flip side of the honey comb bee hive goes AWOL 
While the thoughts slide up the spine to hide behind the retina 
Glide to combustion through uninhabited territory
These silent destroying harmonies give the remedy of absence 
Glowing gifts of abundance flowing 
Though not tangible giving off the essence of life 
Crippled skeletons play patty cake on the knees of the men
Shaking the hands of the lawyers and money makers
Humming the tune of saving grace
Hope
Benefits held on the behalf of the murders 
Cash prizes given away to the blinded people
Honest liars and petty thieves let loose like a pack of wolves
Words that tangle themselves in your teeth and left in the cracks
Is anybody there
Their craft only multiplies
Abandon ship.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Permanent Motion

Drifting, Sleeping with my eyes open
This spell feels like I am in a picture
Stationary, lifted by the hands of the movers
Carefully placed in between boxes like a game of tetris
Floating, flying in bed above the wheels
Pot holes and speed bumps shifting my position
Peering, visible passer bys spying me
Destination unknown by my eyes 
Steady, constant breeze flowing through the cracks
Permanent convertible with a view of blue
Cool, air condition weather I like it or not
Body warmth next to my cardboard friends
Guessing, mind games played by pit stops
Long enough to be real but movement is absent
Melodies, horns and purring of gears shifting
Tires over reflecting bumps and grinding of axles
Turned off, engines final roar settling
Locks pop, hinges squeak, feet grounded
Were here, arrival successful, destination complete, move accomplished.

Friendless

Friend is a funny word.
A friend can come in any form you want it to.
The hardest part to grasp about friends is the fact that not all people are meant to be your friends.
Friends can either be short or long term. 
The people that say "they were never really friends in the first place" is a lie.
They were your friend or maybe even your close friend at that, they just weren't one of your long term friends.
Just because you grew apart does not mean you take them out of the friend category.
Most of the time when friends grow apart there is that feeling of rejection or anger towards the opposite person.
The best thing to do in my mind is figure out who your long term friends are and nurture those friendships.
Be selfless and caring so that in the long run you will still have those friends next to you.
If you put to much effort into those dying relationships then you will come out empty and alone.
Evaluate your friends.

Find Enjoyment

I have been told a lot of things, none of which have helped me to find enjoyment in my life.
I think people tend to stress about the little meaningless speed bumps more than important things.
I have found that life takes patience and perseverance to stay grounded and stable. 
The early sun rise in it's self is proof enough to be joyful in your life.
God created light for us so we didn't have to live in the dark, yet most people I know think the morning is boring and or annoying.
God shows us that we don't have to live in darkness.
I look at the morning as a blessing and the reassurance. 
When that sun peaks its head over the mountain tops it is soothing.
Remember how blessed we are.
Looking at life not worrying about the small things is the single most enjoyable state of mind I have come to.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Blue

She has Jupiter in her eyes

The black fluctuates with the light

and White clouds surround the outer blue circles

Oceans and galaxies combine swirling into effect

Little brown specks so tiny they are barely visible

Moisture creating a reflective layer

My love resides in her eyes 

Clean as water

Three clicks to the left and the water starts to dribble out of the faucet
The cold turns to heat and the steam begins to rise
Humming from the overhead vent vibrates through the tile
The sliding door squeaks shut behind him
Flushed with warm water
An array of feminine products absurdly stating nonsense
The droplets of water piling up on the glass and separately make a break for the bottom
Pipes pump the water from the ground up through and rattle their way out
His hair is drenched and his body soaked
The aroma of the soap flutters through the air
At the cream colored wooden door comes a knock
Through the water stained glass he sees a mouth filled out with white teeth
Her clothing drops the floor
The glass slides and she steps in
He slips into a lusting adventure
Half past eleven and he clicks the knob three to the right
The water is off and towels are snatched
The flowery rug leaves the evidence of two sunken into it
It's time to start the day