I Used To

I used to doubt the words from your tongue.

I used to twist your words to use wickedly.

I used to use you for my own self loving.

I used to gloat about what we did.

I used to hate the way you made me feel.

I used to dwell on what you might be doing.

I used to fear that you were right for me.

I used to think you would forget about me.

I USED to think a lot of irrational things.