Permanent Motion

Drifting, Sleeping with my eyes open

This spell feels like I am in a picture

Stationary, lifted by the hands of the movers

Carefully placed in between boxes like a game of tetris

Floating, flying in bed above the wheels

Pot holes and speed bumps shifting my position

Peering, visible passer bys spying me

Destination unknown by my eyes 

Steady, constant breeze flowing through the cracks

Permanent convertible with a view of blue

Cool, air condition weather I like it or not

Body warmth next to my cardboard friends

Guessing, mind games played by pit stops

Long enough to be real but movement is absent

Melodies, horns and purring of gears shifting

Tires over reflecting bumps and grinding of axles

Turned off, engines final roar settling

Locks pop, hinges squeak, feet grounded

Were here, arrival successful, destination complete, move accomplished.

Friendless

Friend is a funny word.

A friend can come in any form you want it to.

The hardest part to grasp about friends is the fact that not all people are meant to be your friends.

Friends can either be short or long term. 

The people that say "they were never really friends in the first place" is a lie.

They were your friend or maybe even your close friend at that, they just weren't one of your long term friends.

Just because you grew apart does not mean you take them out of the friend category.

Most of the time when friends grow apart there is that feeling of rejection or anger towards the opposite person.

The best thing to do in my mind is figure out who your long term friends are and nurture those friendships.

Be selfless and caring so that in the long run you will still have those friends next to you.

If you put to much effort into those dying relationships then you will come out empty and alone.

Evaluate your friends.

Find Enjoyment

I have been told a lot of things, none of which have helped me to find enjoyment in my life.

I think people tend to stress about the little meaningless speed bumps more than important things.

I have found that life takes patience and perseverance to stay grounded and stable. 

The early sun rise in it's self is proof enough to be joyful in your life.

God created light for us so we didn't have to live in the dark, yet most people I know think the morning is boring and or annoying.

God shows us that we don't have to live in darkness.

I look at the morning as a blessing and the reassurance. 

When that sun peaks its head over the mountain tops it is soothing.

Remember how blessed we are.

Looking at life not worrying about the small things is the single most enjoyable state of mind I have come to.

Blue

She has Jupiter in her eyes

The black fluctuates with the light

and White clouds surround the outer blue circles

Oceans and galaxies combine swirling into effect

Little brown specks so tiny they are barely visible

Moisture creating a reflective layer

My love resides in her eyes 

Clean as water

Three clicks to the left and the water starts to dribble out of the faucet

The cold turns to heat and the steam begins to rise

Humming from the overhead vent vibrates through the tile

The sliding door squeaks shut behind him

Flushed with warm water

An array of feminine products absurdly stating nonsense

The droplets of water piling up on the glass and separately make a break for the bottom

Pipes pump the water from the ground up through and rattle their way out

His hair is drenched and his body soaked

The aroma of the soap flutters through the air

At the cream colored wooden door comes a knock

Through the water stained glass he sees a mouth filled out with white teeth

Her clothing drops the floor

The glass slides and she steps in

He slips into a lusting adventure

Half past eleven and he clicks the knob three to the right

The water is off and towels are snatched

The flowery rug leaves the evidence of two sunken into it

It's time to start the day

Get Me In Here

It started with a spark but sounded like a bang

Looked like a bomb but felt like a feather

Choices of immortality argue back and forth

Give the gift of love they say

Do what feels good they say 

Think the unthinkable, do the undo able

Audible, tangible, and tasteful

Who could do this?

When is it time?

Where is the right?

What is it to me?

In a blink it was brought

Selfish? Never

Fallen for this spell

Time is a standstill 

Monitoring the outcome 

Studying the outlook

Boxes and boxes unraveling

Laying themselves onto the table

Look at me they say!

Here I am they say!

Giddy, bouncing, and laughing

Show me the belly of this 

Climb out of that womb

Going back is a decision that will never be thought

Its so comfortable in here its getting cramped

Shook

Unattractive self inflicting vertical pain

Lay beside the curtains

The words of acknowledgment repeating

Sticking to the side panels

Glued to images

Watching the movements of spiders

Slipping through the cracks in the floor

Webs of distractions

Wooden statues glow throughout

Faces like Casper

Bodies and human skeletons cease

The numbers count down from one hundred

Starting at twenty three

The over passers watch from the birds

The lights blink signaling the scurries

Jump start

Atoms and molecules collide

So many eyes peering 

Whispers and giggling

Out with the old

Cut off the dried

Replenished

Common Ordinarily Creative Attitude In Notched Earth

Finger tips tremble

Head shakes

Hands clapping

Feet tapping

The sound of the bass

Spracked 

All these things I used to be

In the future I won't be

I don't fear for I can't die

Who is here to create me

Climb about my soul

Hi

My body has taken a toll

Haunting

Tempting

Calling

Wanting

Dying for me

Bubble

We live in this box that no one can break...

We can't see past all of the shit that absorbs in us

We can't even tell what happens thirty miles from here

"If it doesn't affect me, why care?"

That is the response I get

Open your eyes

People are dying

Educate yourself in something other than "popularity"

You are oblivious

All you worry about is how long the line is

At your local Starbucks

Pathetic

Kids having their arms cut off

Starving

Rape

Mothers being gunned down while holding their infants

AIDS

Infections...

Oh I am sorry is that too vivid?

Face the facts

You are in a bubble

Friend

I need a friend that knows me

I need a friend I can trust

I need a friend that doesn't ask me "why"

I need a friend that I can share stories with

I need a friend that hears my words

I need a friend that listens

I need a friend that loves me

I need a friend that wants me

I need a friend that dreams with me

I need a friend that will be irrational with me

I need a friend that doesn't judge me

I need a friend that hugs me

I need a friend that asks me "How are you?"

I just really want a friend...